I can’t explain it.
This feeling that takes over me. I’m not good enough, unless piece of shit, kind of feeling. I can’t breathe, can’t speak, crying like I had lost a love one & then bam, passed out asleep. Weird right? I’m not sure why it happens, & I’ll be honest I don’t mind when it does, it feels kinda nice to cry, but the reason behind it all, it just doesn’t make sense.
I should probably get help, but I don’t want people to know I’m more messed up than they can even begin to imagine.
